I haven't been seeking open relationships out. Have actively been avoiding them, to be honest. But suddenly I seem to be in at least one, if not two, poly relationships.
I'm not sure how I feel about it. Both of the people are very cool, very respectful of me, and sweet to me.
And I know that I have no sexual jealousy.. but I know that I'm nobody's first priority. Nobody's primary.. I still sleep alone most nights. I still don't have someone that I can talk to all the time. It's weird, because I feel quite emotionally attached.. but the reciprocation isn't necessarily there.
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